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To Gus

Sat Jan 12, 2008, 5:52 AM
I lost my dad, the half of my heart.i love him so much, i miss him, i cannot be creative or have fun anymore. So i only came here to give my last words to my loving father.
i dont know when this gonna stop inside,

live every second as the last, say i love you millions of times, repeat it even when you Knows i Know. Love, because this is what we are,
when we are gone.
My father was a magician, a photographer, a modelist, talented, funny, dreamer , fan of life, my best friend.
Now there is only me, and my brother´s look, just like his.
My mom died when i was 2 years. Got no images of her in my mind. Once he told me "look at the mirror, there she is, she was exactly like you..."

Now i have to find him in me too,
but im too lonely.

See you soon.

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:iconfairykist:
:hug: so sorry to hear of your loss :(
You are in my thoughts.
xx
:iconjsmodeling:
Thanks Mel, i read your note,
i really need that words, even when i hear them once and again.
Im like a river now, how i wish everyone meet him to understand what i say about this man.
He is an angel now, my best human reference of been GOOD.

Thanks, i would like to speak english better, to say exactly what my soul feels.
But everybody knows that love cannot be explain in words.

Thanks for being there, my friend! :heart:
:iconsheila2892:
My dear friend, im so deeply sorry to hear your dad has passed.
I wish you all the strength to come through.
I will be thinking of you. Maybe you are so depressed, but please dont leave DA:no:, we love you to much for that.
Love
Sheila
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:iconwicked71:
I am very sorry to hear of your loss,
For not only the loss of your father but of also your best friend.

A little about myself my friend.
In 1999 I was diagnosed with a malignant brain tumor. It was inoperable
And given a 50/50 chance to live longer than 2 years. I went through some of the most wicked and terrible emotions in my life as well as being so violently ill for 2 years of my life. I watched everyone around me sad and heart broken as they watched me and my body slowly and painfully start to wither away. I eventually accepted what was happening to me and I think I became more enlightened to what this whole life thing is about! (I think we are put here as some sort of test, to prove how good of a soul we have. How kind and caring we can be towards others).Eventually I started to see that it was harder for them then it was for me. I ended up going through clinical trials and I beat the odds.
But those memories will always be with me.
I know that someday we all will die.
Until it’s my turn.
I will always be a caring and thoughtful person.
I will always be thankful for every second of every day I have here.
I will always live life this is my last day here.
I will be the best living soul I can be.
I will think of others before my self.
I am quite certain you and your brothers have made your father proud!
Life is short.
Don’t ever let it pass you by.
And continue to make your father proud.

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Wicked71 this way comes.
:iconthinking-of-you:
i am so sorry about that.. its so crushing to lose a parent adn you lost both.. i have no idea what youre going through but i want you to know im there for you even though i dont really know you. dont lose hope, it will get better

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Sticks and stones may break my bones
But whips and chains excite me
So throw me down and tie me up
And show me how you like me

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:iconeyefeather:
I am so sorry. :hug:

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:iconerasmono:
Chica, un ENORME ABRAZO y TODO MI APOYO
es todo lo que puedo darte desde aqui

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:iconhanitles:
i am so sorry for your loss...

i understand how things are hard for you in this moment...i just lost my mom and my best friend one month ago...

so i truly wish that you can be strong in this moment and find him in yourself...
:iconsheila2892:
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