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To Gus

Sat Jan 12, 2008, 5:52 AM
I lost my dad, the half of my heart.i love him so much, i miss him, i cannot be creative or have fun anymore. So i only came here to give my last words to my loving father.
i dont know when this gonna stop inside,

live every second as the last, say i love you millions of times, repeat it even when you Knows i Know. Love, because this is what we are,
when we are gone.
My father was a magician, a photographer, a modelist, talented, funny, dreamer , fan of life, my best friend.
Now there is only me, and my brother´s look, just like his.
My mom died when i was 2 years. Got no images of her in my mind. Once he told me "look at the mirror, there she is, she was exactly like you..."

Now i have to find him in me too,
but im too lonely.

See you soon.

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Hi my friend, im a little better now, waiting for my lunch, Joakin is cooking.
Thanks for being there, hopes youre OK. Im living betwen my house and my dad´s.
I love his animals and his little garden, they need us so much.
Im not leaving anything, just in pause for sometime. Im glad to know i have a friend, how i wish to meet you in person, ja! But we are very close anyway. i feel it. And you are such a great good person to all here, like a sister....:heart:
Thanks a lot, thanks for your footprints!!!!!!! :hug:
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Thanks a lot ... im going to keep your words with me. I wish you feel all these you write and more. I give you my love as i can from here,
i keep you in my heart.
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Thanks my friend, you are in my heart Sheila.
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As you are in mine :hug:
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Im so glad to hear from you.
jes your in my heart and jes i wish we could met, but, so far away.
But my friend, thoughts are very strong!! lets hold on that!!
I always think of you.
Your one of my best DA friends ever:hug:
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Thanks for your words...
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Gracias, en estos momentos se necesitan amigos para no estar solo....Es extraño que busque mas compañia virtual que real....
Pero así me siento más cerca de mi misma.

Cuando alguien se va de este mundo, realmente lo unico que queda es cuánto te quiere la gente en sus corazones. Mi papá nos desbordó de amor...
Espero dejarle eso a los que queden cuando yo no esté.
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Thanks, i need even words of people i never seen. I need all support i can find, even feed my pets well. This is just life, we all lose someone, we prepare for it in our hearts... but not very soon, when you really need them. Anyway, this things make more stronger people, this things teach you more than anything who you are...

I have to leave my thoughs here every day...
i know there is not only me feeling like this...
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And made me cry a lot lot lot...
Thanks for telling me your experience... .

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