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To Gus

Sat Jan 12, 2008, 5:52 AM
I lost my dad, the half of my heart.i love him so much, i miss him, i cannot be creative or have fun anymore. So i only came here to give my last words to my loving father.
i dont know when this gonna stop inside,

live every second as the last, say i love you millions of times, repeat it even when you Knows i Know. Love, because this is what we are,
when we are gone.
My father was a magician, a photographer, a modelist, talented, funny, dreamer , fan of life, my best friend.
Now there is only me, and my brother´s look, just like his.
My mom died when i was 2 years. Got no images of her in my mind. Once he told me "look at the mirror, there she is, she was exactly like you..."

Now i have to find him in me too,
but im too lonely.

See you soon.

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:iconinchelina:
your welcome. In my many years I have seen much and lost much in my life. I have learned through the years that we must embrace this time as it is but few... but I do not believe in endings.. only the turning of pages where a new chapter begins.
I believe we will all meet again one day..just on a new page.
I'm sorry I made you cry but tears are our way of healing... I cried too when I read of your loss. I will keep you in my thoughts~ Many Blessing...
:iconjsmodeling:
Thank you so so much,
I like your way of thinking,
i agree... im turning the page to see what happens next...
Blessings for you :heart:
:iconuktara:
So sorry to hear about your dad. :(
I remember how much it hurt when I lost my sister. I still miss her so much even though she died 20ish years ago (I was 17, she was 9).

You've got to remember the good times. He'd want that. He'd want you to be happy...and do all the things you love.

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:iconjsmodeling:
Thanks, im so sorry....if i removed a little your own pain,
this was so helpfull to me, i hope this words here give something nice to you. :heart:
:iconuktara:
Don't worry. :hug: Time heals in its way, although you never ever forget.

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:iconneocammy:
Thank you.... I wish you the best of luck...

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I welcome myself in your temple.....
:iconrottenvomit:
Im so sorry about your father. I hope things turn around for you. you have an incredible talent.
:iconbittersweetpill:
It makes me speechless, it makes me cry....Even I don´t know you I ´d like to give you all of my courage, all of my luck, all of my sunny days, all of my happiness, all what you need to get throught it easier....:hug: I believe in afterlife and I believe that everything/everybody we´ve loved and suddenly have lost it´s not totally gone....There´s a warm clue left in our souls, in our hearts, which wamrth never dissapear...and when we close our eyes there are sweet memories and funny stories that should be power to live happily again and aprecciate every second of our life...I hope you will get better...:hug:

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:iconzeynepozatalay:
I'm very sorry for your loss. I hope you are feeling a little better, i know it takes time.. please don't feel like your creativity is lost, and it's harder when you grieve but you are doing the most delicate and beautiful job.. and i myself would like to see more of your lovely work.. :heart:
:iconjsmodeling:
Thanks very very much :heart: im trying so hard. There was a second i understood i am alive
and this is my responsability, to get a good one, do what i really need, to be happy
and usefull to this place we live in.
Thanks for caring, you made me feel better, this is a kind of therapy :)

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